I'd love to do all sorts of things in my life. Why is it that somehow I just don't get there?

Answer: Stop procrastinating! Thinking about, or wishing about, becoming slimmer won't help. Set your goals a bit higher than you feel you can achieve and always aim for super success.

Wallowing in doom and gloom is not nearly as much fun as knowing you have won, and achieved everything in life you want to achieve.